some times i feel happy around friends,
most of the times i feel unnoticed or awcward (i donno if i spelled that right)
my friends at skool, i donno if i AM their friend, or AM i.
they all say i AM, or they ARE and i trust that, but some of them i dont.
some talk about me behind my back, and some tell me when im being talked about.
some make fun of me right on the spot, but the others just laugh.
i just need a good, true friend. a person i can trust and one i kno well.
i used to feel safe and happy around my basic family,
but now i feel unhappy, and depressed.
my mother always tells me that if i change my act, ill get more privliges,